I just wanted to take a second and thank everyone for their loving support and encouraging words. I am so thankful for friends and family that I can reach out to, even through a blog.

I am feeling so much better physically. I feel "normal" again, whatever that means. Going from being pregnant and sick and tired for a couple months to suddenly feeling great is weird. It makes me realize how hard pregnancy really is on your body. So, everyone who is expecting or recently had a baby, which is a lot of you, good job! It isn't easy, to say the least!

My little monkey is climbing on me so I have to come to an end... but first can I just tell you how thankful I am for this miracle of mine!I have truly been blessed to have had this beautiful boy 17 months ago!
It has been a week now since we found out about our fifth angel. Sometimes when you are in the depths of sorrow the negative feelings take over and you can't and/or don't want to see the blessings you already have. Today I can feel purely thankful for my little Cohen.

There is so much more I want to write, hopefully I will get to it later this weekend!